My Dad always said to me "Opting to live your life by your own choice is the greatest freedom you will ever have" but for me, the couldn't be more wrong. I made choices in my life that have nearly lead to my death more than once and you say that's freedom?
No restraints on my life has plunged me head first into a living hell and there's nothing I can do about it. Irreversible decision made by a naive young, still plaguing the life of that same young mind, not wiser and filled with regret.
I wasn't always a football hooligan, I was very young, looking for a buzz and it gave me one. I got sucked into the abyss and failed to release the seriousness of what I was becoming involved with. Yeah I worked my way up, and even though I was naive, I got smart. I became the youngest firm boss in history and reveled in the power for a while. But the whole time, I find myself looking over my shoulder.
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